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Apostle Mark
“I, Mark, greet you! With all My
heart — I am with you! And with My hands I help you
to carry the load which you shouldered.”
“Mark, You have told us that You,
like Mathew, after living on the Earth at the time
of Jesus, was incarnated again — in England. Tell
us, please, who were You when You came to that
incarnation? And how did You cognize the Creator?”
“I had no memory about the past
incarnation in the mind. Yet, there is also the
memory of the soul, consciousness. Born in England
at the time of domination of Catholicism, I felt
Myself a caged bird. The soul, which has touched the
Great One, cannot be accustomed to living in a cage,
even in a very comfortable one!
“Imagine: the name of Jesus would
cause rejoicing in My heart, while the church —
repulsion in the soul! I had no possibility even to
read the Gospel which I wrote in My past
incarnation…”
“Who did teach You when You were
incarnated in England?”
“Jesus…
“All of Us, Who had come into
contact with Jesus, next time were born with hearts
in which Jesus lived. Wherever We were — Jesus was
always with Us. He had ‘breathed’ into Us the True
Life — and we ‘flew’ to other lands, to other lives
carrying the Light of Jesus in Ourselves. Like
ringed birds, We all were betrothed to the Love of
Jesus…
“Do you remember, I told you once
that after resigning from the post of ambassador,
I began receiving messages from God?…
I began hearing and seeing Jesus then!”
“Tell about this in detail, please!”
“I was an ambassador. Once, before
starting on a journey with a mission from the
embassy, I came to a temple and prayed that God gave
Me strength and ability to speak the words which are
pleasing to My Lord… I thought that I was asking for
the affairs of My embassy…
“But suddenly, bright Light flooded
everything around… — and I saw Jesus…
“He said:
‘The work which you do is not the
one you must do, My beloved Mark!… You should ask
from Me words of other kind; you should concern
yourself with other kind of affairs!…
‘I will fulfil your request, though
in a way other than you expect: I will teach you —
what to do and how to speak…
“Resign from your post and hand over
your affairs. I will entrust you with a different
post — to be My Messenger! From now on, you will
do what your Lord wants!
“… When I had resigned from My post,
they counted Me insane… and allowed Me to leave to a
family castle to live there in seclusion…
“Since then, only Jesus remained in
My life. It was enough to utter His Name and He
immediately manifested Himself, filling with
Golden Shining everything around Me and inside
Me. He became more real than everything material
that surrounded Me… And I talked to Him — Living! He
showed Me My past life…, the episodes of His life…
He called Me gently by My former name — Mark…
“Then He began to show Himself
differently — as Universal, One with the Father! He
taught Me meditations of Mergence with Him and
submerged Me into the Father.
“I asked Him:
‘How can I help people?’
“He answered:
‘Look: I have touched many souls,
and everyone who aspires to Me receives My help — as
you do.
‘There is a transforming touch of
God on a soul after which the former life in
sins and vices becomes impossible, unthinkable for
it. It is called the moment of truth.
‘Very few people are ready for such
a touch. I will help you to find them. One
has to learn to see them —and see the moment when
one may touch the soul of man, giving him such a
touch…
‘You gave Me your heart forever —
and I give you forever Mine, which is One with the
Father. I will be always with you, in you. I will
give you the words to tell about My Truths. I will
give you the Strength of Spirit which cannot be
shaken by trials. I will teach you to see the
moment when with My Fire you may touch
souls.
‘The Father can live in you as He
lives in Me!’
“I fulfilled this commandment of
Jesus.
“I found those few to whom I
could give His Teaching in all its fullness.
“Jesus also dictated a book through
Me, which became a textbook for Me and some of My
disciples…
“But what I had done, unfortunately,
did not remain among people for a long time…”
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