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Apostle Matthew
We are in the forest of remarkably
tall and slender firs, birches, and aspens.
Everywhere around hazel hens are singing joyfully.
They want to talk to us, regarding us as their
guests!
We are enjoying the forest sattva!
In summer here, in the contrast to
the surrounding forest, one can gather many
chanterelles. But now it is winter, December.
Nevertheless, without much effort we gathered many
mushrooms. At this time of year, it is not
chanterelles but oyster mushrooms that grow here.
Oyster mushrooms usually grow on the alder tree. But
there are no alder trees here, so they have grown on
birches…
… However, we have come not to the
hazel hens and not for gathering mushrooms. Here the
Divine Teachers — apostles John and Mark — are
waiting for us. And for the first time, apostle
Matthew is also present. We even did not know that
He also lives in the Abode of the Father! All They,
together with Divine Finn, Ushastick, and
Dobrynia closely stay here around one of the
favorite places of Jesus Christ — His place of
Samadhi.
Jesus here, as well as on other His
places of power known to us, is always
present and available for conversation. The unique
feature of this particular place of His is that here
He helps one to activate not only the spiritual
heart, but also the front meridian. This meridian
plays a very important role in the functioning of
the emotional sphere and allows one to experience
fully the Divine Bliss.
Here Jesus also helps the worthy students to
substitute all energies in their bodies with His
Bliss…
Jesus speaks about the Bliss which
one cognizes on this place thus:
“Such am I. Such is every One of Us
— Those Who entered the Creator completely and
became His Integral Parts.
“Bring here, to Me, everyone whom I
entrust to you!”
… Then Jesus switched our attention
to His Disciple — apostle Matthew.
“… How did You attain the Father,
Matthew?”
“It happened not in the incarnation
which is known to you.
“After it I was incarnated in
England and sailed the seas. I loved the Ocean of
the Creator, embraced It with Myself; as a
consciousness I submerged into It together with
the head — and became It.
“Jesus helped Me. He led Me into
Himself. Since the time when He accepted Me as His
student, He has always been with Me.”
“What do You do now?”
“I give silence, wipe tears
of those who want to cognize Me, but are not capable
of doing this yet… I submerge those who are mature
into Myself, caress them in Myself… And I help to
remember about Me those who are walking the Path to
Me…
“… Formerly, for a long time I had
been seeking promising souls on the seas around the
British Isles, but everything was in vain. I carried
the youth on My Hands, thought about them as of
sea cadets of Jesus Christ. I called them so and
gave to understand that this name is bestowed upon
them. And some of them did understand this… But
having grown up, they became completely absorbed in
the material plane. And that — remained in
their minds just as a childish game!…
“This is why now I am with you.”
“What would You advise us, Matthew?”
“The spiritual situation on the
Earth is very lamentable! People do not know and do
not want to know what God is and where to seek Him…
This must be changed!…”
“Was Your Gospel distorted?”
“No, it was not. Only some words can
be translated better.”
“Could You tell about Your
incarnation at the time when Jesus Christ was on the
Earth?”
“I prefer that you perceive Me as
the One sailing the seas, loving the earthly oceans
and the unearthly Ocean. I like this image
more!”
“When were You incarnated in
England?”
“In the twelfth and seventeenth
centuries…”
“Were You incarnated two times?”
“No, only one.”
“?”
“This is a joke! I had a wife. As
the captain of the ship, I could take her with Me on
journeys.
“Later, she, too, attained Me in the
Abode of the Creator!
“In the next incarnation in the
seventeenth century, she was a hefty man. He also
sailed. And He did everything as I told her:
repeated Me, repeated My Path completely.
“When she was My wife, her name was
Clara. And the next time…”
… He came to us to show that
appearance of His: a broad-shouldered man with a
beautiful muscular body, a face radiating joy, and
very gentle charm…
“You were acquainted with Him,
although did not converse at that time. It was to
the northwest of this place several years ago…
“He began as a sea cadet. He was the
only sea cadet of Jesus Christ who dedicated
Himself to Me completely — and cognized Me!”
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