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Kayr
“Kayr! How did You come to Mergence
with the Father?”
“I died… I died of plague…
Everything ended — and there remained only He… He
alone — One and Boundless — remained, and there was
nothing but He…
“Everything I did before, aspiring
for the Mergence, — all meditations, all other
efforts, pain of the body — everything was over; He
alone remained…
“And now, when He looks at the Earth
— Kayr appears on it.”
“Could you tell us a bit more?”
“In past, I incarnated in Middle
Asia, grew in the traditions of Sufism. It was then
that I touched for the first time the Primordial
Consciousness. The name Kayr is from this
incarnation…
“Do you remember, I described how I
meditated when sun was rising in the desert?…
“Do you know who is dervish? A true
dervish is not a poor Sufi monk who goes begging…
No: a dervish is a wayfarer, the one who
goes and seeks… A dervish is the one who
goes on the Great Path toward cognition of the
Creator!
“My sheikh was not Divine; he was
like a person who rests calmly after traversing a
part of the path. He did not aspire to God with all
his heart, but lived in calm and harmony. I am
grateful to him: it was he who taught Me the correct
meditation, the correct methods of work with
consciousness.
“One of the first strong impressions
that I received was from Sufi whirling. This
method helped Me to experience for the first time
that I am not a body, but a consciousness: living
self-aware light.”
… Kayr shows His appearance in that
incarnation: face with dark eyes of elongated form,
white turban contrasting with swarthy skin, regular
oval of the face… Then He slowly begins to whirl
— and His light clothes fly up and turn in this
movement into gentle waves like those on the surface
of the sea…
He continues to whirl — and
His clothes become like an extending up to the
horizon transparent cover, under which a sea of
Light waves softly…
Then the whirling ceased —
yet the Light… remained…
Kayr shows the movement of hands
which helped Him to submerge into this sea of
Light under this cover. There was only Light
under it…
Then He continues the narration:
“There was also the desert…
It is an expanse where — up to the horizon — there
is only sand and the boundless sky above it. There
was no one there — only Eternal Almighty God and a
small grain called Kayr in the midst of the desert…
We were always two together… One-to-one… And
— no one else, wherever you look…
“There God taught Me to watch the
sunrise…
“Have you ever watched the sunrise
in the desert? It is quite different from the one
here…
“… The dark sky, full of stars,
lies on the surface of the planet… My body sits
on the sandy bottom of this ocean of stars… The
eternity and infinity of the universe embrace Me
from all sides…
“Then gradually dawn begins… The sky
become brighter, changes its color… The giant disc
of the sun appears over the horizon… Rising of the
sun! The ocean of starry sky turns into an ocean of
light above the earth…
“It in this way that I watched the
sunrise of every day of My life…
“But once I suddenly ‘sank’ into
more subtle Light, which lied deeper.
With gentle strokes of My now giant hands, I
could submerge deeper and deeper…
“It was a wonder! — this Light
did not disappear after sunset!
“Since that time, sitting in the
desert and waiting for sunrise, I could already
be in that Light.
“And when the light of the risen sun
filled the entire expanse — immeasurable joy of
experiencing the presence of God in everything
filled Me! My body could walk toward the sun — while
I was below and deeper, dwelling in the
Light of God, supporting tenderly with My palms
the sea of light above the surface of the Earth!
“I learned to stay in the Depth
always. There, as if in ‘the heart of the
Earth’, was a passage leading into the Creator of
everything, into the Heart of the Absolute!
It is in this way that I acquainted
Myself with the Consciousness of the Creator, but I
had not become One with Him…
“… Before My apprenticeship with the
sheikh, a young woman touched My heart…
“Now I see how foolish was My
understanding of asceticism… I could take her with
Me to in the Path!… But at that time… At that time,
I began to seek solitude in the desert in order to
forget her…
“This longing for ‘earthly’ love,
which had not been lived through, brought Me
to new incarnation.
“… It took place here, in this land,
where you live. Here I met the earthly love, got
married, had a child…
“… Yet, in the dreams, I often saw
sunrise in the desert… And again I began to seek the
Path, became a wayfarer walking this
Path… I grew here, on these places of
power, which are known to you too. I was helped
to recall that which I knew in the past… — and I
cognized Mergence with Him more and more deeper,
learned to be One with Him, completely One,
learned to love all lives, learned to love people...
Then I moved to Middle Asia... And what happened
then — I told you already…”
… Kayr was smiling from His familiar
for us appearance. The day was dawning in our
northern land. Tender joy of Kayr was mingling with
singing of skylarks and rising of the sun! The
Ocean of the Creator was looking from Its Depths
through Kayr’s eyes, and His Hands were
supporting all the living on the Earth’s surface…
Kayr continued:
“I feel tremendous joy now, always
being with you! On the experience of our common
work, I master new methods of helping souls in our
common School! I continue to learn thanks to you!
“It is in the interests of God that
branches of the School be created throughout the
planet!”
“Tell us, Kayr, why Mahadoubles of
the Divine Teachers very often stand in the midst of
busy streets, squares, in parks, on lakes — on the
places visited by a large number of people, who do
not aspire to God at all?”
“The answer is simple: We are
‘Fishers of men’, as Jesus once put it! We act like
radars — detectors of good emotions of people — even
the slightest ones. And We seek to support these
tendencies in every person. We are also
Realizators of people’s destinies…
“An embodied person is created as a
separate autonomous system. Usually there is no
entrance from the outside; the doors can be opened
only from the inside. What opens these doors?
Emotions. Good emotions, especially those which
accompany altruistic deeds and make the soul opened
to the Light. It is this openness that
allows the Light to flow inside this
particular soul.”
“Why is it so difficult? God is
omnipotent. Why He cannot enter in some other way?…”
“Of course, God is omnipotent, and
every soul is on His Palm. Yet, the freedom of
will which He granted to people does not allow
Him to intervene uninvited in that autonomous system
called a human.
“The task of the Holy Spirit (or the
Holy Spirits, to be more precise) consists exactly
in this — in detecting each new possibility for
contacting souls of people for the sake of
correcting their advancement, missing no chance.”
“What is the correct way of acting
in case of offensive conduct of other people?”
“Entrust yourselves to Me
completely! The best solution to all ‘earthly’
troubles is in Me!
“The first thing to recall in such
situations is My Universal Calm! To be in
calm means not allowing oneself to become involved
recklessly, with the whole consciousness, in
some ‘earthly’ situation, where passions boil.
“From the state of My Universal Calm
look at your troubles and see how petty and
insignificant they are!
“Never engage in battle by the lower
self, never cease the awareness of being united with
Me! Whatever happens in the course of the battle — I
lose nothing! The lower self can suffer defeat, but
the Higher Self — can never!
“… I would like to say also a little
about intent.
“The intent to cognize the
Creator, to merge into Him and to help other people
in this — this must be an absolute dominant in the
life of a spiritual warrior, and this intent must
not contain anything ‘earthly’. Only then it will be
able to make miracles passing freely through all
worldly pileups and achieving the goal. Only such
intent has the true power to create.
“The true intent of the
developed consciousness of a spiritual warrior is
beyond the sphere of people’s notions about
‘possible’ and ‘impossible’. Therefore, it equally
easily accomplishes both the ‘possible’ and the
‘impossible’.
“One has to subjugate completely the
mind, body, and consciousness to the intent of
uniting with Me. One has to aim for the complete
Mergence, in which there is nothing left of that
which the former separate self considered its own.
“In that case I, too, give Myself
fully to such a warrior.
“Let every spiritual seeker
understand the importance of dedicating the life
fully to the attainment of the Final Goal!
“How many lives one can live
through, approaching the Threshold, cognizing
the state of Merging, yet failing to attain
the Unity…?!
“How many times one has to incarnate
again, having not walked the final step of the path,
and begin this difficult travel as if from scratch
(in every new incarnation one has no memory of the
past achievements of the soul!)?!
“How many times one has to begin it
anew until the soul has no desires but the yearning
for becoming One with Allah…?!
“Many lives — life after life — we
went along to come Here.
“Many destinies — one after another
— we lived through to come Here.
“Many times we grew to learn being
conscious of oneself as of the Higher Self.
“Many times we did this to come to
understand that He alone exists and His Beingness
has no end.
“And every One Who gave Oneself to
Him completely — stayed in Him in order to merge
into His Beingness and be Him.”
* * *
“In the entire universe, it is only
love that can bring one to the true unlimited Divine
Freedom.
“I love you and want to give you
this Freedom.
“I am ready to give Myself to
everyone who sincerely desires it. Such is My
essence — I want nothing but to give Myself through
love — to give Myself to you and to everyone
worthy!”
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