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Ngomo
“Each
day is a small life” — M.Gorky
“Each
life is a minute from the path of the soul” — Ngomo
We have known Ngomo for a long time.
He was one of the first Divine Teachers Who took
part in the formation and development of our School.
He has several favorite forest
places.
This place in a pine forest is a
small swamp covered with a carpet of soft green
moss. In particular here, He showed us special
African dances. His giant Body of Consciousness
moved gently and gracefully with a rhythm of African
melodies, filling us with joy and power of Divine
Love.
There are also places where in His
Mahadoubles, spread out for kilometers, He revealed
to us — year after year — the secrets of further
spiritual growth.
“We thank You for the Great Love,
for the knowledge that You give us! Tell us, please,
about Yourself: about how You grew up to the
Divinity, how You live now…”
“Well, listen…
“Once I was an Astrakhan Tatar and
hated all Jewry. Later on according to the law of
karma, I was an Astrakhan Jew, and was afraid of
Tatars and hate them, as well as all Muslims. After
that I was incarnated in the Caucasus, being an
Azerbaijani, and hated all Armenians. Then I was an
Armenian and hated Azerbaijanis…
“After that nightmare, there was an
incarnation which brought Me — long time afterward —
the Divine glory. The African incarnation has
nothing to do with this: in Africa I was incarnated
later on, being already Divine.
“I know ‘Holy Russia’ very well… I
was an old monk in an Orthodox monastery. In that
incarnation, Jesus Christ touched Me with His
Wing of Love, and I understood everything!…
“Yes, My spiritual Path began indeed
in Russia, in Orthodoxy. I was mastering methods of
Hesychasm then.
“Vladimir, you are the first who
understood My Essence! And I very grateful to you
for this! I will do everything to save this
knowledge for people on the Earth!
“… My path was very long, because it
was necessary to pass through many incarnations in
order to clean Myself from the burden of the past
and only afterward to merge with the Creator of all
manifested universe. According to the law of
karma, all that evil which I caused returned in
My destiny… — until I experienced all that I wished
to others before…
“… Some time I lived on the bank of
the Volga river… I was a boatman. The river taught
Me a lot… I ferried people from one bank to another;
I ferried everyone to where one made for. The river
carried My boat; the river taught Me wisdom and
calm… I ferried many people and learnt a lot from
them…
“I said you before that I lived
under the ‘town Crane’. But do not look for it
on a map… Cranes lived on the roof of My hut, and I
lived under their town…
“… The one who sees everyday how
cranes live will never be a man of evil. Their
flight above the earth is like a dance: when they
are lowering their long legs and, moving backward
and forward on their wings in the warm air currents,
are touching the ground… Their song during the
flight — the song of the soul — is incomparable with
anything else.
“And also a crane with its beak can
tell about its love. It throws back its head, almost
pressing it to the back, and, with fast clicking,
beats out the rhythm of the song for its beloved:
‘I love you, I love only you, and I
will forever love only you, my Chosen One! You will
be the mother of my children! I love you, you, and
only you!’’
“How did Your ‘meditations of sands’
come about? How did You invent these amazing
meditations for the transformation of energies of
matter of a body? Were You incarnated in Africa, in
a desert?”
“No, the African incarnation has
nothing to do with this… And about sands… — it was a
game…
“I recount you the story about the
boy who lived on the bank of a river…
“… The boy is sitting near the river
and playing with sand… Soft white sand is running
down, streaming unbroken flow through his fingers …
The boy is playing, and the sand is dissolving
him in itself. The boy is experiencing the mobility
of its energies and flowing together with it.
In that way he begins learning how to be the
Living Light.
“And from the sand, moistened by the
water, castles, sculptures, and bridges arise… All
that ‘sandy world’ consists of crystals of
white-goldish sand… Afterwards that ‘world’ will
dry, and the wind will blow it away…
“Look, the boy is not playing with
the sand any more; he is looking at the river. He
follows the cranes, flying above the river, with his
eyes; he follows the water, streaming into the sea…
The boy wants to flow far away with
transparent water…
“If one looks for a long time at
transparent water, then it sounds… Someone said to
the boy that people built a dam in the way that
churches were flooded, and now the water of the
river by itself rings the bells, which people do not
ring any more… The river itself rings the bells to
awake the souls of people…
“… The boy hears the bell, ringing
in the transparent water… The transparency of water
moves apart like curtains… An old monastery
stands on the bank of the river, and the bells sing
their song…
“… An old monk Zosima smiles in his
cell. The morning. God is rejoicing at the morning,
and the old monk Zosima is rejoicing at the morning
as well… Since Jesus has been living in his heart,
the old monk Zosima is always in joy… He lights a
candle and feels the cordial warmth brighter. He is
whispering quietly the words of thankfulness to the
Lord, and Jesus is rejoicing in the heart of the old
monk Zosima. The morning of the Lord is above the
earth, and the morning of the Lord is in the heart
of Zosima… He recollects in his prayers all whom he
knows and all whom he does not, and the cordial love
of the old monk Zosima flows like a bright
river…
“… Look at the flow of water: the
transparent water washes away the image of the old
monk — the image from My past, and only the river
is… Beyond each drop of water, the purest Light
shines… In this Light, you can see neither
the boatman on the river nor the old monk Zosima nor
the famous writer who described in his books the
path of the soul nor an African Ngomo Who would have
died because of tuberculosis, if He had not
recalled that He and the Ocean of the Primordial
Consciousness are One…”
“It seems to me that You mentioned
what is called ‘sudden enlightenment’, right?”
“Yes.
“But I will speak about this in
detail.
“An ascent of each soul is a long
path, is a tenacious and hard struggle. As a result
of that struggle, the complete transformation of
personality, of individual ‘self’ into the ‘Self’ of
the Creator happens.
“‘Sudden enlightenment’, in a common
understanding of this term, i.e. among not
well-informed people, is an illusion. This is just a
narrow, subjective view of those who are not capable
of looking beyond the borders of one’s particular
incarnation.
“How does ‘sudden enlightenment’
look like, seen through the eyes of an ordinary man?
It looks like this: ‘One lives and lives, and once —
bang! — sudden enlightenment happens: Everything is
God!’ Yes, it could be like this, but with a few,
with those who in the course of many and many
incarnations worked in the ‘spiritual field’. If we
‘lift the veil of the past’ of such a soul, then we
will see that in the previous life it was necessary
to make ‘half step’, ‘half breath’ for that soul in
order to attain the completeness of realization.
“Like this, ‘miracles’ of ‘sudden
enlightenments’ happen. At that they are created by
Me! Miracles, extraordinary events, are the best
‘hook’, the most ‘appetizing bait’ which attracts
masses of young incarnate souls instantly. And
sometimes this gives the opportunity to create one
more hearth of spirituality on the Earth, to
distract people from worldly bustle, from depravity,
to lay in them the seeds of life devoted to the
quest for Perfection and cognition of the Creator.
“Those who find ‘sudden
enlightenment’ not always have a recollection of how
long and hard their own Path of the Ascent was. They
just plunge completely into Me, into the ecstasy of
Unity and often make a mistake, thinking that
every soul at any moment of its life can attain the
same greatest state. But this is also used by Me.
This is My test, My reconnaissance which allows Me
to know how this or that soul will use this or that
information.
“Yes, not all who ‘swallowed the
bait’ make a right choice. But all this is
natural selection among souls! I just suggest
the Path, but all further development depends on
many factors, including, the initial qualities of
the soul. For some people the statement ‘All is God’
instantly turns into a formula ‘thus, I am God!’ and
becomes an excuse for any, even the ugliest,
manifestations of their lower ‘selves’. Others, on
the contrary, having heard these words, perceive
them as the Law of Love: ‘All is God’ means,
consequently, that He is present in everyone and
everything. Therefore, I should treat each form of
life with love and respect. And such a ‘sudden’
alteration in an outlook of the soul is the
beginning of its own Path.
“… My advancement was not rapid.
From the first touch of Jesus to the full Mergence
with the Creator, several incarnations passed…”
“Why did You choose from all Your
names in different incarnations the name Ngomo now?
This name means something special for You, right?”
“The name Ngomo means ‘the One Who
dissolves others in Oneself’, and I like it because
it mirrors My Essence.”
“Tell us, please, about that
incarnation when You merged forever with the
Creator.”
“I was a doctor in Mexico. At that
time I had already known the Creator and could merge
with Him. I loved people very much and strive to
help them, wanted to serve them as our Universal
Father does. And He gave Me such a possibility: I
became a healer.
“The methodology of work was
extremely simple. By My Arms of Consciousness I
penetrated into a diseased area and cleansed damaged
parts, removing the consequences of disease. Then I
filled this area with new contents — with the purest
Atmic Light. Of course, beforehand I explained to
the patients the meaning of such work. In
particular, I explained the cause of disease lies in
vices of the soul. The results of these vices are
sins. And if man accepted My explanations and, by
sincere repentance, purified himself, then the
success was guaranteed: man recovered.
“I was able to help many people
then.
“I spoke to them about God, that He
is our United Father and Mother, about how He loves
us, about His Great Patience and Care, about His
Tenderness and Love, that He is not a retributive
sword and severe judge, but Caring, Understanding,
and Loving, that He can come into the life of each
if one desires this with all the heart and aspires
to Him.”
“And afterward how did You attain
Divinity?”
“Everything was quite simple. I
worked for people and for Him, completely forgetting
about ‘myself’. There was only He, His Eternal Love,
and those to whom He helped through Me.
“At some point all these became
united: I disappeared as ‘self’, and only He
remained. And He was in everyone to whom I continued
helping. My life became His life! And I attained the
Great Calm!
“Later on I ‘died a natural death’:
My physical body simply exhausted its resources, and
I left it completely and entered the Father.”
“Tell us why did You come again to
the Earth after the full Mergence with the Father?”
“I came to My children, putting on
again corporeal flesh, in order to give them an
opportunity to recognize and experience their true
Parents: the Primordial Universal Consciousness,
Heavenly Father and Mother. I came to encompass them
with true Love, true Tenderness, and true Care, to
give them ‘Heavenly Bread’.
The souls which accepted and ate this ‘Bread’ began
growing and shining, illumining from within with the
Divine Light of Love. And no matter what happened
with such a person afterwards, in the soul the
recollection of the Father remained alive.
“… There is an amazing quality of
consciousnesses — an ability to merge.
“The consciousness is capable of
merging, including, with the Consciousness of God,
and when the Ocean of Me engulfs you by Its
Eternity…
“Nirvana is very simple: first,
there is the Ocean of the Primordial One in
Which there are no you, then there is ‘I’ of
the Ocean Which is not parted any more on you and
Me!”
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Let Me
merge with you today,
As always
like for the first time!
Let My
Love flow as a River,
As the
Light of the Heart,
As a
smile of eyes!
As a
river merges with a river,
As water
merges with water,
In the
same way you merge with Me:
And only
endless flowing Calm is!
When We
unite in the Oneness with you,
My Flow
will carry you away…
… Beyond
the border of the Creation,
In the
expanse of the Fire,
The Heart
of God lives as the Ocean of Love!
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