“Tell us please about Yourself: how
did You receive Initiations, how did You teach
“The harmony between the development
of love, wisdom, and power — this I would call the
Golden law in the art of raising souls.
“In that last incarnation I was a
Soul that already had the experience of
God-cognition in many past lives. The main purpose
of that incarnation was to reestablish the truth
about God for many generations of people on the
“One can say that I was the last one
of those who received initiation in Egypt in the
traditions which originated from Thoth the Atlantean
but had been perverted with time.
“The priests who taught Me possessed
large personal power and knew many magical
mysteries. But they got obsessed with growing of
will and power, and thus they lost the Divine
Light and the purity of souls. Their desire to
rule over others, the feeling of being chosen —
obscured love in them. They considered their
personal will a manifestation of Gods’ will… They
believed that their powers are the highest possible
for man… Love was lost; there remained only the
aspiration for power. They had much knowledge
remained from the Atlanteans — about the Earth and
cosmic bodies, about many other things... They had
the ability to influence bodies and souls…
“But without Divine Love the power is
dead… Only a soul transformed with Love can become
wise! Only spiritual heart is capable of walking
completely the entire Path of Cognition of the
Creator without stumbling — and of merging into the
Divine Essence which controls the Universe!
“… I am grateful to them. Later, I
gave them everything I could — when they incarnated
“… For many years I learned from
them, but I did not lose the purity of My
aspirations and My Love for the Creator. I studied
the science of life. I mastered the methods of
growing and expanding the consciousness in different
eons. I went through the ritual of initiation, in
the form it existed in at that time. In that ritual one
experienced death as reality. The soul has to go
through the entire scale of universal emanations —
from hell to Light — and had to choose the
“But the Light was not known
to the priests.
“Therefore, this last step was
revealed to Me by those Divine Souls Who met Me in
that Light. They initiated Me into the laws
of soul life and into the Divine Essence. While My
body lied in a stone coffin used in initiations, I
stayed in Mergence with the Highest…
“I was given a choice: to remain in
the Light and not return into the body — or
to come back; to come back and become a Guide, to
restore for people the knowledge which I perceived
in the Purity of the Great Origin of Everything. I
chose the second, because this choice was already
made by Me as the purpose of all My life.
“I decided to create a system of
initiations different than this mystical ‘whirlpool’
that I had to go through.
“… Many years passed before I had
the possibility to create the School… I was taken
captive among priests when Persian invaders came to
Egypt and other countries.
“During the years of captivity, I
strengthened My Mergence with the Primordial Light
in the conditions hard for the body.
“In those years I studied also other
religious rituals and sciences… I devised mentally
the project of the School which I realized later in
* * *
“Divine justice is not such as
people imagine it. Nothing wrong comes to the life
of man but only that which must come: what he
attracted by his thoughts and past deeds.
“God is the Creator of these Laws!
And no affliction can fall unjustly upon man! The
burden of calamities cannot be above man’s strength!
And there can be no undeserved, unneeded joy; only
self-conceit, self-pity, and envy see it so in
“The justice of God is great: man
receives and partakes of the fruit which he himself
sowed and grew. The result can be bitter, but man
can grow other qualities in himself to make the
fruit sweet and beautiful!”