“My grandfather, after the death of his only son, My father, began controlling people in a very strict way. He wanted to save faith and ancient traditions of Russians, but a new bondage almost occurred from this… He did not allow helping those who were not from our clan, who professed another faith; he did not allow even coming close to villages.

“We began to live, worrying about ourselves too much, hiding in forests.

“… Once I heard plainly and strongly the appeal for help, directed to the Father-Svarog. The call was so strong and steady that I thought: probably, someone who has the Great Spirit got into trouble. I came to the grandfather, but he did not allow Me to go, saying:

‘There are none of our people there and cannot be! Sit still, otherwise we all will get into trouble!’

“I could not restrain Myself and disobeyed the grandfather. When all fell asleep, I went to the call, which shone like bright light in the night.

“It was easy for Me to find that village and that hut from which this call came. But when I entered the room, I became afraid for a second, glimpsing monastic clothes…

“Then I began looking closer and saw a miracle: it was indeed a priest, but the power and Bright Light was flowing through His arms: as if He tried to heal as we do, but did not know what He is doing…

“I asked Him to leave… And I healed the boy… When I came out, I saw Him in the inner porch… I have never seen a face of such beauty: curly light hair, falling to shoulders, a light gentle beard, refined features; He was very young… His name was Alexey…

“He became weak and passed out, but as a consciousness, He submerged into the Living Light and dissolved in It…

“When I came back, the grandfather was angry. He knitted his brows and kept silence… I bowed, being guilty, but said:

‘Grandfather, I have never seen the heart shining so brightly in the soul of man before; I have never seen such purity and power! Allow Me to speak with this man…’

“The grandfather prohibited:

‘Do not You dare disobey! You are like your father!

“I saw how he feared for Me and obeyed, but God Himself decided what will be.

“Our people mistook Alexey for an eavesdropper and brought Him to the grandfather.

“The grandfather and elders listened to Him for a long time about Christianity, about the life of Jesus, about His Teaching… And Jesus was flooding all around with the Light…

“Then the grandfather gave in and said:

‘There is no escaping fate for any man… Do as You want to do! If He asks to learn ― teach Him! But do not cry afterwards!’

“It was easy and joyous to teach Alexey. It was as if I took off dark clothes from Him, and shining purity opened… It seemed to Me that I was freeing a bound bird from bonds… It was necessary to take all them off, and He spread His wings easily and freely, and nothing could impede His strong flight any more.

“Admittedly, I had one problem with Him… I fell in love with Him with all My heart from the first moment when I saw Him… I knew that He also loved Me, that there was nothing in Our love but only the purity of two souls, united in a marriage by the Love of Svarog… But Alexey considered earthly love as a ‘sin’ until Jesus Himself told Alexey that intimacy between a man and a woman, united by the cordial love in front of the Heavenly Father, is pure…

“However, Our earthly happiness lasted not long…

“I had known already the Abode of Svarog, but He had been cognizing only…

“Nevertheless, I learnt a lot from Alexey…

“I learnt the zealous aspiration with great love to the United Father! I learnt His burning desire to help all people… I had never met such an ardent heart, shining invariably with the light of love!

“Only when I began teaching Alexey, I Myself for the first time really experienced the Power of Svarog Which could be manifested through Me to other. I Myself straightened up, having cognized His Love to His children.

“I understood Alexey’s burning desire to help all people… At that time He had already intended to do a great undertaking: to change the foundations of the strict faith in Russia, to do such that each one can address with love to God freely, that horrible fires would not burn, human tears would not be shed in Russia any more…

“And at that time I also realized how it is difficult to cognize God-the-Father, to approach Him, and to merge with Him without knowledge and methods. I had them from My birth and did not see the great importance of what I had. When I experienced the aspiration of Alexey to the Father, I understood how that knowledge is necessary for seekers…

“When we made Our farewells, I did not tell to Alexey that I would give a birth to Our son… Even without this, it was hard for Him; even without this, the soul was breaking… But He could not refuse the intended undertaking for His own happiness. I only asked Him to find us if He survives…

“…Our son was born.

“My grandfather was very pleased, saying:

‘It is good that it happened as you wanted, granddaughter: Svarog sent the Great Soul into the body of the boy!’

“… When the grandfather left his body, I led the life in the community, organizing it in a different manner. I began creating the spiritual school from our withering community in order to give the opportunity to people and to Our son to cognize the Straight Path to the Father-Svarog.

“I had known already that the future of souls on the Earth depended on Me, that everyone who understands must make one’s contribution: each one how much he could. We must not leave the Earth as it is now! It must not be that on the Earth there will be no Children of Svarog Who, by sun light of Their Souls, can show the Way to people!

“I knew from Alexey the scriptures of Christians and the disputes between ‘old’ belief and ‘new’ one. And I could speak with the words of Jesus, both which were written and unwritten. I also could see plainly the souls.

“I began seeking those who were ready to hear the words of God and wanted to change their lives… I began looking in villages and in the communities of the ‘Old Believers’ for the souls which aspire to God not only with words. I began teaching those who aspired to the Father with all the soul. I did not find many and did not do a lot, but I did not allow that the straight road to the Father was overgrown and forgotten!

“… I went to the Home of the Father-Svarog, but the Sun of Our Son Jeremy rose, by the Sun of Svarog, above the earth! He recreated the School of the Soul; He did what I tried to start…

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